Need I say more?
Hey! Whaddayouknow? Today was the same as every other day on this continent! Boring! I woke up from one of the best dreams ever and felt more drained than previously thought to be humanly possible! Go me!
When I woke up, I felt like crying. Wanna know why? Just look at my previous posts. This was the worse homesickness has ever hit me. Ever.
To describe my feelings in a word? Desperation. I used to think that people who spent their lives dreaming were losers who were to cowardly to face reality. Now I feel that I am joining their ranks. If only reality and fantasy would switch places, but I know that's impossible.
Thinking of my friends keeps me alive, cuz for them i can do things that i cant do for myself. In this case, stay alive.
Jehovah Nissi, my banner over me, protect me from myself, that I will not do anything foolish.
*gor* prayedÃÂ
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7:30 PMÃÂ
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